This question has hit me pretty hard lately. I will be graduating this December and I'm finding it difficult to accept that I will be on my own in a few months. Being on my own isn't so much a choice of my own as much as it is of my grandparents. They are moving to Missouri to live out the rest of their lives and that isn't a place where I see that God is leading me. So, that leaves me looking for another place to live. Personally moving from this scarred land and to a place where it actually gets cold for the winter and humidity doesn't inhibit your breathing is my personal choice. The problem with moving is my girlfriend. What will happen with us if I do decide to move. There are only a few logical things that can happen. One involves us being permanently bonded together. I am not totally opposed to getting married but I wonder if I'm truly ready for such a task. Am I at a maturity in my spiritual walk that I can handle that kind of commitment? There are many things through which I have been praying and will continue to pray. I would especially appreciate any kind of prayer from those who read this. This reality that I am being thrown into doesn't look too welcoming but I know that my God will see me through it. He continually promises me day by day that He will never allow any kind of trouble to overwhelm me. I may feel overwhelmed but He will always give me a way out. That's a promise that I can fall back upon... and continue to fall upon. Please continue to pray for my family as well as we go through this time of change and adjustment. Not only my grandparents but also my parents. Dad is in London and Mom had to move to a new place because of financial reasons.
On a lighter note I am updating the ITP Blog with pictures. That is exciting to me. Finally some of you can see what we experienced this summer. If you want a crude version of the same thing you can go HERE to see just a list of the pictures and movie files that we took while gone. The movies are mostly .mov files so you will need quicktime to view them. Most are of us goofing off. I may spend some time organizing and naming them properly but that may be after the school semester. Well, this blog is getting long and it's lunch-time. Mizpah
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Brian!!!! I love you dude how have you been. you need to up date your blog. yea i randomly found it looking on face book oddly enough just randomly looking at your profile. Let me know how you have been. i and i hear you on that graduation thing and the getting married thing there scary to me to(and exciting), even though i am not super close to ether right now. yea i have a humble little blog too so let me know what you think. O and my conformation code was: bunlswz i think it means bun swirls. heck i dont know. God bless man, i realy would like a huge sweety hug from you.
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